Just A Need, Nothing More

I had sex with my ex.
In my defense, I have needs just like anyone else.
Afterward he asks if we're still together.
If the mood hadn't been "oh shit what the hell did I just do" that question would have defenitely ruined it.
When I told him no he gives me this look and rolls over.  So I reminded him that this was what we both wanted and it doesn't help anything to spend the rest of the time we are together fighting about whether or not we're staying together or not.  Because we're not.
He said he didn't want to be with me because of the way I acted.  It was a whole other side of me he didn't like.
Hello!?  He cheated.  What was I supposed to do?  Act like nothing happened?  Cry a little then tell him I forgive him and move on?
Yeah ok.
So I told him to stop wondering about it because we're definitley through.  I just needed some and he just happened to be available.
Now I'm downstairs typing this out for god knows what reason and he's probably upstairs confused.  Oh well.
And there is this creepy looking bird outside my window.
Wtf?
Maybe I'm just seeing things.
Alrite, now to lock all doors and make sure the dog didn't piss all over the carpet in the sitting room.
Poppy is his name, peeing is his game.
Oheyah